said no one with a deep fryer ever. Since I haven't updated this in a small eternity, some quick background may be in order. Eric and I got engaged this past July with the wedding set for May 2013. One less fun offshoot of this has been the need to seriously buckle down on my diet and exercise to try and undo the havoc law school has wrought on my body. I don't want to say how many pounds I'm up since the end of undergrad but it's a number I previously said would look absolutely ridiculous on me. To be fair, I don't look half as bad as I expected to since I went from a quasi-pear/rectangle to a quasi-hourglass/rectangle (depends on how much of a spread you want between the waist and hip/bust measurements).
Wedding dress shopping was definitely a humbling experiences. I expected to be a higher size than usual since the designers I liked ran true to size but having the size 10 sample fit almost perfectly was a bit of a shock. I want to blame it on my chest but waist was still on the 8/10 line. I've added about 3-4" inches on all my measurements since the last time I cosplayed so it was past time to pull my head out of the sand. At the beginning of the summer I was at the 120-125 mark which is a perfectly normal weight for a 5'4" woman but looks a bit puffy on my frame. My engagement ring is a 3.5 if that's any indication of what level of tiny bird bones we're dealing with. At this point I have a goal "spread" of 105-115 lbs instead of a specific weight because it's going to depend on how the weight comes off and how I feel. I'm never getting back to undergrad size (and I would like to keep some curves) so it's whatever point I look like I'm not smuggling a small tire around my midsection.
The high hip area is the bane of my existence. It's like it can't commit to being pear or apple shaped so the fat split the difference leaving me with a fairly defined waist, a lower stomach pooch, indented hips, and a permanent muffin top. Low rise jeans are not my friend anymore and I'm starting to think mid-rise might not be enough. I might have to learn to love the higher rises.
So what am I doing about this? Trying to cut carbs for starters. I tend to do pretty well in terms of raw calories but carbs are a great weakness. Between my love of fried food and soda it's been an uphill battle. Throw in the fact I can't seem to tolerate any artificial sweeteners except for stevia and you have the perfect storm for dietary failure. Cooking is a double edged sword, while I can eat a lot healthier by preparing my own meals, I can also cook all my favorite carb bombs. There have been some small improvements at least with reducing my soda intake and snacking. I might never survive on a keto or paleo style diet but I can try to limit myself to a 100g of carbs.
For exercise we've been lifting weights for the past couple months. We do rotation of 2 days of arms and 1 day of legs with back and shoulder mixed in. I wish I could say I was getting some nice muscle definition but my arms look exactly the same. They do jiggle less when I them but it's still a little disappointing. I'm hoping by the time the wedding rolls around they'll look more defined. Right now I'd really love an elliptical to add in some cardio. I've tried my best with a treadmill but even after working for months I just can't get past a fast walk without knee pain. Walmart seems to have some relatively inexpensive ones so it's on our list if we come into a little extra cash.
I'm not really sure what my current weight is since I don't have a functioning scale for various reasons. I do know that I still can't get into my old pants but my waist is down about 2" from the high point so I'll take it. It would be nice to see 25-26" again for that measurement and I hope I can get there. At this point all I want is for my permanent muffin top to go away but naturally that seems to be the stubborn spot. Maybe using this blog again will help keep me more accountable.
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